BLAH

Don't you just ever feel like 'blah'? No emotion? No anxiety? Just nothing? Lately, I've been feeling blah. I think its a chronic disease that has spread upon me and I can't do anything about it. My face has just been blanched with blahness even if I try my hardest not to feel this emotion. Is it even an emotion?

Ironically, I have no emotion whatsoever. Well, now I am skeptical with the no emotion issue, I guess I'm a little frustrated. Nothing interesting has been going on, it's just the same old stuff people rave about that doesn't reflect upon me. I hate it when im just bored with lameness. I wish my life can be uplifting and exhillerating, well just something that is charismatic atleast. Why do I feel this way? I know sometimes that I can really be inconsiderate of people's feelings because probably I just don't want to hear about them. It's great to listen to things with a point, such as to laugh or feel sad about, but when it comes to their stuff that has nothing to do with my life or their life, OR ANYONE ELSE"S LIFE! Why even mention it? It's just too tedious, I swear. Probably I've been suffering from boredom instead of blah.

Other than that, I guess there are some interesting topics lately. RJ dude is actually really, well fascinating. He has so much in common with me that it's just scary nowaday. He can also be capable of having a sweet side. Well, it is probably in the personality package personally delivered in the past month. I saw signs of him just not necessarily wanting to be sweet but in a way he is sort of trying. Well, I guess he is not playing hard to get, he is hard to get. In a way, he makes my day=].