on an emotional rollercoaster

I went to a school dance today. Oh gosh at first it was okay just the usual freak dancing people battling, dance. I then realized that no one had the camera to take pictures for journalism. Oh gosh did I panic. I'm too paranoid when there is an unfinished task. Well, I knew my friend Neil had a camera so I asked him if I could borrow it. Well, he was surely kind enough to say yeah, but then it was his dad's and he kinda stole it from him, so then I just said naw.

I was sort of bumed out after the camera incident. I was eating pizza and punch while everyone else was slow dancing. I saw a flash and I thought it was the special effects the lights made. Yeah, but it was really Neil taking pictures for the yearbook :)! AWW so sweet of him. We then started taking pictures and talking. Right then and there I knew there was a moment! Oh gosh and then I tilted my head(litterally i tilted my head) and I thought he was sort of cute.(EW hell naw he can't be) I avoided it by hanging out with Arjay. Oh gosh, he stole my bag and locked me up in the guy's bathroom. HOLY shizz good thing no one was using the urinals! Oh gosh this guy named Andrew came out and he was like umm... haha it was hilarious... well he didnt even wash his hands soo yeah I am not touching him anymore!

Oh gosh, how the hell was there a spark with a guy name NEIL! NO there can't be. It was just a good thing he did for me right? Ugh, and I still kinda have a thing for Arjay his bestfriend. DANG I am gonna find better guys, or they can find me. Ugh so disgusting, Neil is definitely a brother to me. I'll get over it soon.